Who Broke My Heart And Made Me Write This Poem???

I used to write many poems, dreamt of being a renowned poet someday. I WASN’T GOOD. I thought I was until I got to read poems by "real" poets. They play with words like varsity. I can’t, which is why I resorted to just blogging. Hahaha!

Anyway, here’s one:

UNTITLED

I've been waiting and waiting and waiting

now,im tired..

im tired of comparing other guys to you

im tired of being insecure to this girl who.. gosh nevermind!!!

i wanna be free!

i wanna be free of this insecurity!

i wanna be free of you!

get out of my life!!!! 

i so hate it when i read or hear love stories

or watch movies

or see lovers and married couples on the streets..

and then all i could ever think of being like that with is you... 

or when I watch band gigs

or flowers, a perfect summer day, white sand, blue waters, sports event, fog..

or when I eat my most favorite food

and all of the beautiful things on earth..

and then all i could ever think of being with is you..

when i share jokes with friends,  I’d laugh so hard, I’d cry..

when i take pictures...

when i make songs and poems and when I dance like crazy..

I wish I’m doing them all with you..

I’m tired of waiting..

but i love you..

and i can't love anybody else..

i don't have the heart to..

**written: December 07, 2006 - THU - 12:36 pm**

Imagine how miserable and mad I was! And now I can’t even remember what happened, and who I wrote this poem about! I can’t even remember feeling the way I felt. Man.. This is why I don't want to be young again. There's just too much emotions, and most of them unnecessary. Tsk.

Have a great day!!! x

**photo not mine**